The animal within caged that has been suppressed
Is gaining strength as I feel depressed
Yet it is not free
Though it's just waiting for an oppportunity
Then it will take over me
Again....
For love kept it caged
When itv is free it will be enreaged
For blood it will seek
It will because I am weak
It will sink it's teeth in very deep
So it can taste the blood, watch it seep
I can only stand there as it consumes
Back to a normal life, I can not resume
This animal is all I have to keep me alive
It did before I had love inside
The animal will not give in ever
It will rip me to pieces if I try to get clever
So there
Life is not fair
I don't want to be me
I want to kill everything I see
No longer will I have emotuional needs
My killer instincts will take in place of that as I feed
I see blood dripping
My mouth salivating
Emotions only hating
Rip away chunks of meat
I can feel it's heat
Part of my face stained red
This insatiable lust must be fed
~ kesshotai
When itv is free it will be enreaged
[when it is free it will be enraged,]
welllllll done, though, sir. very well done.
take care, truly,
i feel like im caged sometimes...
like a wild tiger in a circus.
and it feeds off of my strength and i become weaker and weaker...
=)
its the beginning of the middle of a long story to come =)
Kesshotai.
'how to be happy, dammit' by karen salmansohn
read it. its suuuuuuuper swell.
[=
xox-
i promise
i just cant get a hold of todd...because someone needed to talk to him -sigh-
im just kind of lost and scared right now =(
-hugs-
its ok...i promise.
[cellardoor]