Im like lost confused sad depressed mad pissed and all of the above... I hate it how im lied to and told that im loved when im NOT and everyone knows it... Im not gunna go to extremes anymore cuz thats like so not me, but no one understands me... they dont understand who i am or how i doooo! Ha, that was ghetto! But anyway, its just not worth it and im refusing to go to anymore birmingham schools and no one can make me i dont care what they say, IM NOT. No one here understands me or how i feel or could care... they probably could care less too. My only real friends here are Dayz Abbey kinda talin right now Jacque Paige Adam... and thats like it... I dont even know if they understand me! Like, i think Adam does, but i cant just live with one person knowing how i really feel or who i really am... Well, this sucks.