Dear Talin, Kay so. Here's how it is, hun. This is middle school. Middle school is full of drama, backstabbing, bitching and a whole lot of other crap. EFFING GET OVER IT. Theres not going to be a year with out it. All girls do it and dont expect a girl not to. I do it, you do it. Yeah, so get over it. I mean, I know everyones sick of it, so its kinda hard to say GOD IM SO SICK OF IT. But seriously, youre abusing the purpose. You dont want popularity? THEN WHY THE HELL DID YOU CLIMB YOUR WAY UP TO SAY THAT!? You "hate" drama? THEN WHY ARE YOU THE SOURCE OF ALL OF IT!? To be quite honest, sweety, youre loosing, not gaining. Sure you made like what? Three "popular" friends? That doesnt make you big shit! You dont see other girls walking around like theyre something special calling their "friends" dirtball for wearing the same sweatshirt two days. YOU WEAR THE SAME EFFING OUTFIT TWICE A WEEK. Not to mention one very hideous pee colored sweater. So heres the deal, darling, get the fuck over yourself. You arent that great. You have like 3 friends who actually like you. You've got EVERYTHING to loose, cuz thats youre current status. And, basically, were all sick of you. Me personally, im ready to bitch slap you with a friggin shovel and give you every deformity possible. Suuuuureee, were gunna all talk about eachother behind eachothers backs, but bitching every last one of us out about it is definitly not going to make it better. Its coming to a point where its funny. Its funny when you IM me asking if i hate you. Cause quite frankly, I kinda do. I really, honestly, kind of hate you. Ive hated very few people in my life. Wanna feel special? Well you should. Maybe ill give you a dollar. Maybe a pat on the back. But, dearest, you need to sort out your priorities. YOU. NEED. TO. GET. OVER. YOURSELF. Is that okay? Because I know A LOT of people who would REALLY like that. A lot. Multiplied by 18475290845. Plus 3. Friends are everything in middle school, i know this. Then why are you bringing it upon yourself to get them to hate you? People dont like you because youre pretty, dress cute, or any of that crap. People like you because of you, liek seriously, i know i did. And now, Im ashamed to say that. You have changed. You have changed more than fashion by season. I hate it. So take back your fucking best friends ring, bracelet, and sweet moshi teddy bear. I dont want them. I dont want your friendship. I hope you die unhappy. Because really, that would make me happy. I know, bitchy for me to say, but you deserve it. Youve got this one life, youre fucking it up, sweety. Youre fucking it right up the A. Hope you realize that before you die unhappy. I really really do. Love, Lauren