i typed up this long ass entry yesturday and it didnt save, what kind of bull shit is that? but i broke up with nikki last night, due to me being unsure about where we stood and my thoughts on the cheating issue. I'm catching so much shit about all this, cuz everyone has their opinions about us. Like that makes a shit to me. plus, ive been in formed if i dont quit lao they will just kick me out, but it doesnt matter much cuz i was quiting anyway because we sucked. NTEG is more me than a pansy punk band. Now im sorta back to point one about my confusion with relationship issues, cuz i dont know if saturday was a one night stand or if Tiffany was actually interested in me. Because im actually interested in her. im going to hopefully find out tommorrow night at the game if shes there or i find joes chick and find out what the situation is. Joe (my brother) was suposed to tell her to call me but she hasnt so yeah, just a lil wierd. whatever now nikkis pissed off at me again yet another reason i need to leave the youngans alone, over reacting and just so immature. and dont know how to deal with these things. later.