well, last night was just really hard to leave miriahs house, i really really didnt want to, if it wasnt for my mom freeking out i would have just stayed there... i want to see her now, but i dunno if i can, cuz once again my mom, grr, parents suck. our conversation last night was kinda odd, but just great all at the same time. i can just tell how much she wants me and just ugh, now i dont want to go to basic training or anything untill after she graduates, that way she can go to my first station with me.. she kinda said something that i didnt want to hear which was her droppping out and getting her GED. even though she wants to be a stay at home person/wife thingy, she needs to graduate so just incase she has too work. even though iknow she more than likely wouldnt ever have to cuz the army pays for everything. yay. i dont know how well shes going to handle me being gone for 9 weeks then 14 weeks, cuz one day just kills her and me.. that has me scared really bad. but i do think she could pull through it. um, thats all cuz i dont know what to write anymore. laters mike