what the hell kind of word is aloof? anyways, um, school sux, i have had nothing to write about for TWO days now, how is that possible dammit? eh, im slowly loosing it in my head.... the fact that i cant spend time with my g/f outside of school is just AAAHHHH, getting too me. I cant even take her to the military ball as a "date" cuz SGT.Johnson would kill me, along with my mom. i dont like not spending time with her, i want to so bad but cant cuz nevermind....hmmm, what else went wrong.. oh LAO or what ever they are called now wishes i never left the band hahah, eh well, dont kare... im going to go jam wit em for a lil while tommorrow, just so i can have fun and be outa my house for a while. cuz i hate my house so flippen boring, ehh, i need a ciggarette but i have no lighter or source of fire, what is wit that, the one time i NEED fire, i dont have it. what kind of pyro am i for godsakes no fire, what the flippen hell. um yeah rambling on about nothing is so much funn, what else can i put on here, oh, there aint shit happening to addi-bell for puting the fucking flag upside down. AH i was so pissed we were infront of 150 ppl, vetrans to top it off! we were disgraced so bad i was ready to rip her fucking head off i swear ok now im done hahaha. later