well, where do i begin??? miriah and i broke up, thats the biggest upset of the day for me. we are still going to friends thank god. but i just feel so empty, but i can pull through it no matter how much i dont want to, but i have too. and as far as the baby is concerned, shes just going to have a abortion type thing. as much as both of us hate it, it pretty much has to happen. because with us not working, it just wouldnt help anything. or be right for the child. any way, we are going to try to pull through this and get the best outcome. fair warning... im not going to be the most cheerfull person for a few days or weeks, i dont know how long its going to take me to recover. so you will just have to bare with me. jee, im not listening to the best music for this moment, kinda more depressing. eh well its a powerfull song. im going to go back to chain smoking and pouting/venting. i wish it wasnt so late so i could play my drums. those always help me feel better about myself. i dont know how or why, but they do. well im done. later mike P.s. i still have strong feelings for miriah.