well, today was kinda bad, besides missing school. miriah took a pregnancy test and it came up positive, then i told my mom and she fucking flipped and made her take another one and it came up negative.. and my mom called her a liar not flat out but close enough. and miriah got pissed and broke up with me. i have never felt so lost for everything. at first i just layed in my bed and cried, then played drums for a few minutes, then called miriah to talk to her and figure out things. she had to get off the fone with me cuz her mom said too. then she called me when she got home and told me she had a panic attack and stuff because she had "thrown everything away" and we talked for a few minutes and we decided the break up never happened thank god. things felt so much better when we decided that. i went from bottom of shitter to back on top. now i just have to deal with my mom saying that the only time me and her can go on dates she will drive us or some one has to go with us. which is bull shit. cuz miriah and i agreed on no sex until marraige.. which is going to be quite hard as long as i dont keep condoms on me or her it wont be too hard. but we are still together and thats all that matters. gotta go laters. mike I LOVE YOU MIRIAH SOOOOOOOO MUCHH, loosing you would kill me just about literally. love ya