i wrote this after me and miriah had our argument and broke up. falling so hoplessly far away. the ashes bury all the lost day. to cover all my pointless hopes. the tears cave the once open emotion tht now carries the burdon. pushed down to the bottom of the cauldron, that never poured so much pain. now i wonder were my attempts in vain. we the bright dreams just a break from the shadows. where i lay endlessly hollow. For i may never understan my purpose. trying so hard to focus. on the fact that i'm not worthless. just a coward that can not erase my blemishes. perfection may be beyond my reach. but maybe i can stand here and teach, I'ts all worth your effort and time. all it takes is a little hard work to find, the one thing that gives you fullfillment. and not sulk in all your dissapointments. Then again how can ii be such a hypocrit? i tell you it gets better but i myself just take it no matter how servere the burn is I still refuse to fight to make it end. Id rather burn to death than please my needs such a fool sto stay on my knees begging for what i cannot have now.