Dinner With G-ma..

Feeling: alone
Fall Out Boy - Of All The Gin Joints In All The World: (oh, oh, oh, oh, oh) You only hold me up like this Cause you don't know who I really am Sometimes I just want to know what it's like to be you We're making out inside crashed cars We're sleeping through all our memories I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive (now I only waste it dreaming of you) Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness Cause all of our moves make up for the silence And oh, the way your makeup stains my pillowcase Like I'll never be the same You only hold me up like this Cause you don't know who I really am I used to waste my time on Waste my time on Waste my time dreaming of being alive (now I only waste it dreaming of you) Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness Cause all of our moves make up for the silence And oh, the way your makeup stains my pillowcase Like I'll never be the same I've got headaches and bad luck but they couldn't touch you, no I've got headaches and bad luck but they couldn't touch you, no I'm not trying You only hold me up like this Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness Cause all of our moves make up for the silence And oh, the way your makeup stains Like I'll never be the same (oh, oh, oh, oh, oh) Me n my G-ma talked alot about me.. n movin' out n my step dad. She thinks the same thing as my mom. They think all i wanna do is party n not have rules n drop out of skool n jus do what ever i want. They dont see i wanna be like my step dad n my mom... they btoh droped out.. but when my mom was like 30 sumthin she went ta college.. oohhhhh woww... No i wanna finish skool.. I wanna go ta college for 2 years n get my Buisness D. *sings* Fall Out Boy - Dance, Dance Me n tony have got everythin' covered... bills n such. We can do it. But riight know mine n my g-ma's convo jus put me in a shitty mood.. jus how my step dad's to much of a bitch to talk to me face to face... maybe cuz i treat him like shit.. i dun know. My G-ma also said.. i should change n not yell n give attitude.. all i said was.. "If I Move Out, Then There Wont Be Anymore Fightin'." She also said "Mike (my step dad) just wants you to be happy.." i said.. "I'll Be Happy.. When I Move Out." She was speechless.. I Guess I'm Good At Leavin' People Speechless.. Well.. i dun know what else i can add riight know.. but ill rite later.. Peace. My Heart is Worthless, Especially When No One Listens.
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kick ass song. period.
keep ur head up... the best thing for you is to move out and in with Tony.. so if u want it bad enough u can make it happen...

*Kara*
hahaha riiiiight ur fucken stupid keep talking your shit Dan.. obviously there is sumthing wrong with you.. and you dont know steph like we do.
*Kara
[Anonymous]
I think it's funny how you say we talk shit but you talk way more than Me,Kim, and Kara all together. Get your shit straight before you run your mouth, and Kara Ann is right, you don't know Stephanie like we do...you'll find out soon enough. And if you leave any other notes on Kara's, Kim's, or My diary you're gonna get smacked, guaranteed. Keep your mouth shut asshole!
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