Listening to: Fall Out Boy - Of All The Gin Joints In All The World
Feeling: alone
Fall Out Boy - Of All The Gin Joints In All The World:
(oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)
You only hold me up like this
Cause you don't know who I really am
Sometimes I just want to know what it's like to be you
We're making out inside crashed cars
We're sleeping through all our memories
I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive (now I only waste it dreaming of you)
Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our moves make up for the silence
And oh, the way your makeup stains my pillowcase
Like I'll never be the same
You only hold me up like this
Cause you don't know who I really am
I used to waste my time on
Waste my time on
Waste my time dreaming of being alive (now I only waste it dreaming of you)
Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our moves make up for the silence
And oh, the way your makeup stains my pillowcase
Like I'll never be the same
I've got headaches and bad luck but they couldn't touch you, no
I've got headaches and bad luck but they couldn't touch you, no
I'm not trying
You only hold me up like this
Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our moves make up for the silence
And oh, the way your makeup stains
Like I'll never be the same
(oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)
Me n my G-ma talked alot about me.. n movin' out n my step dad. She thinks the same thing as my mom. They think all i wanna do is party n not have rules n drop out of skool n jus do what ever i want. They dont see i wanna be like my step dad n my mom... they btoh droped out.. but when my mom was like 30 sumthin she went ta college.. oohhhhh woww...
No i wanna finish skool.. I wanna go ta college for 2 years n get my Buisness D.
*sings* Fall Out Boy - Dance, Dance
Me n tony have got everythin' covered... bills n such. We can do it. But riight know mine n my g-ma's convo jus put me in a shitty mood.. jus how my step dad's to much of a bitch to talk to me face to face... maybe cuz i treat him like shit.. i dun know. My G-ma also said.. i should change n not yell n give attitude.. all i said was.. "If I Move Out, Then There Wont Be Anymore Fightin'." She also said "Mike (my step dad) just wants you to be happy.." i said.. "I'll Be Happy.. When I Move Out."
She was speechless..
I Guess I'm Good At Leavin' People Speechless..
Well.. i dun know what else i can add riight know.. but ill rite later.. Peace.
My Heart is Worthless, Especially When No One Listens.
*Kara*
*Kara