Tell Me Everything Will Be Alright?? Yeah Right... I got the job at Burlington, Got an Orientation Thursday... Making $7/h Mixed Feelings Sucks?? I don’t know what to do. I hate how I can't get girls my age. There always younger. But most of the time I think they will be mature enough and be able to handle a relationship. But it all goes to hell. God Damn it, what do I have to do, to show girls that I’m a good person. New Song: The Starting Line – Bedroom Talk I want to give so many chances out but they probably won’t work out anyways. For an example, Liz, 16, from Waterloo, she lives about two hours away but we talk all the time and for about three years now. Then there’s Lindsey from Candor, same situation as Liz but haven’t talked to her as long. She’s 16 but lives so far away. Then there is Liz from my school. She’s in 9th grade but she’s so nice and adorable. But I know for a fact my fam would freak out and same with hers. I’m 18, she’s 14, Damn it. Also there’s Jen and she’s 15 and she’s also nice and adorable. I don’t know what to do… This sucks so much. Why can’t I find girls my age? Fucking I try everything to make them like me but then there all bitches or they hate me for no reason? What the fuck do I need to do? What the fuck can I do?!?!?! Well this has been a really bad weekend. So confusing, and full of fucking drama but with the good news of getting hired. Let’s just wait for this next week to go by, and maybe something good will happen. I Doubt It Though.