Taday i went to the Counselor.. n told her about myself.. like how im n alcoholic.. asshole.. i hate my step dad.. im depressed.. i have tryed killin myself.. i wanna move outa my house.. n problems with girlfriends.. she didnt really help me tho. She called my mom.. so me n my mom talked for n hour. Me n steph have been fightin' for the past few days know... n i dun kno what ta do. Goin' ta Reba's Thurs. after my detention.. Then endwell ta jus chill prolly chill with Racheal er sumthin'. Cant see Kim Sat. cuz shes goin' ta a show.. so ill be with Ryan soo. Lets See How Tamrrow Treats Me.. ...I'm A Mistake.