Yeah well uhh its Wednesday and my boss called me and wnated to know if i could work 5-1130 Friday night.... so im going to stay at work untill 1130 friday... I totally thought i had to work thursday... now my plans are all thrown off... and im kinda blahhh now... butt uhh yeah i guess... im gunna go to bed now... and think... of all these wonderful things im thinking about.... You always say good night, what about to this knife? What if this brings you closer to the light, bleeding choking coughing knowing this isn't right/ No one understands what the fuck is wrong with me, no one will see or believe me, no one will accept or have trust in me, everyone would live fine great lives with out me/ Fuck the experiences of drinking myself to oblivion, making sure I couldn't breathe like my life has just begun, a new born to the drama brand new son, brand new son of a bitch with a great conclusion/ Fuck drama fuck the pain, fuck heart aches and going insane, Forget all those lonely summer nights and the razor blades, forget bringing yourself down watch drama as it fades....