I'm not sure how I feel. Lonely? I don't know. but I hurt. and I was so excited to see Cathy. and then I was so worried she was just alive and then I decided she was, but I was still just as worried she was okay. She's pretty much immortal. in my mind. anywho, i have to find a church I can join i have been without one for far to long and it's strange, but i feel i have to do this. thorry about my capitilization i'mnotinthemood