We are old. Our bodies are young and our hearts beat strong, our lungs are failing dew to suffication from a murderous habit. We find ourselves sitting calmy in coffee shops, our walking down the street, staring at each others shoes with a married couple's conversation. We are a movie script family, and we are friends. Like a toxin, you leave me broken, but I like the feeling. Whatever is happening to me, I can safely say it's because of you. Ally, I feel like me. Last November me. I know how to play poker, except my family, my relative family, just calls it cards. I've known forever how to play, and suddenly the news is saying it's not a good thing for kids to do. Drinking isn't a good thing for kids to do, but I might be half a raging alcoholic. Smoking kills, and kids pick that up like pennies in the street. The problem isn't with poker, it's with the lack of control children have because they aren't taught it how they used to. People blame the parents, I blame public society. One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight. One, two, three, DRAW! Like a gun fight, it was quick, and it was over after a few quick paces. I just want to say that unlike a gunfight, we are still hear, neither of us hurt, and we are both ready to take our needed journeys to find our paths. I am willing to do this with you if you help me. love.