I have no idea what it means, but it means I am going to be writing a lot less than I normally do, and that is pretty slim right now as it is, so don't expect perfectly long emotional entries every few days, there might be one entry worth reading a month, if that. As for commenting, I will keep up with that pretty well, I'm still reading my small group of friends writing, I'm in love with how these people write, and I care about them enough to feel heavy hearted without them. I wish I could just save everyone, and make everyone care. It isn't that I don't care about you Alex, it's just that you are fake, and therefor I see no effort as to be the boy I truly am, so I put on the fake act around you too, I'm not done caring, I'm just tired. I get worn out of people faster than anything. love.