Like a dream, this is over, in the same perspective, it was never really real, but it was a nice thought to have, and it was entertaining the hours where otherwise we would of built houses with our boredom. As dramatic as all of this is, hollywood couldn't make this any worse. I feel like something is just gone from me, and I don't know what it is, or why. I hate to say I'm sad, because I'm having a pretty good time. Boy Least Likely To makes me smile, they are the most amazing band ever. I get happy because of them. Anyway, things have been decent, and I have to look up the meaning of develore. I think it means something along the lines of devulge, and I'm hoping it does, because then I might be able to use is, because it has a beautiful ring to it. I feel young, and I'm smiling, which is weird, because this doesn't seem like a time to smile, but I am, I feel five, and I like it. Sorta worried about Cathy. I'm going to die worried about Cathy. I'm a worrying person. develore and love. ---it's not a word. he made it up.