smoking in the cold

Whenever I smoke and it's cold outside, I always wonder how much of my breath is carbon monoxide because it's all just white smoke coming out, and I wonder when the cigarette breath stops, and just plain exhaling starts. I worry about my smoking habit, because it's getting worse, and I know it's going to kill me. It's a horrible habit, and like I told Cathy, no one likes a smelly friend. The snow is completely ruined, it's all slush or ice, because of the rain we have been getting instead of snow. It's upsetting because I was looking forward to Turnip, and just playing out in the snow, but now I missed my chance waiting for more, because it was too warm outside to snow. What a shame. Hopefully we will get more soon, possibly like ten inches, and I can make myself one giant of a snow friend. A whole snow family, with a snow dog. Tomorrow = Thomas. Kristin is with Alex, so much for me and her hanging out today. Oh well. love
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and yet you bitched at me for saying shit about my smoking like it was something cool
i think that, too, when i smoke.
love.