soo i finally got my god damn computer back...FUCKKK its going to a different person tomorrow for then it will go even faster shiiit im so bummed i only get it for like one day...EW...whatever...soo i just got off the phone with evan...hes so kewl i love that kid....EW speaking of love....i saw matt the other day for like 5 minutes and thats all i was so bummed but my mom was coming towards us so i was like i gtg! i miss him soooo much his eyes are enthralling...hes so...magunda...god i cant even describe it...EW i am beyond lame FUuUUUCUuuCKK just shoot me...god...well i have been talking to this guy on myspace and he seems totally rad except i think he lives all the way in fucking beverly hills and isnt that kidna far??? i dont even know EW i am really interested in getting to know him better hopefully he feels the same way about me...well im going to be kewl and clean my room for the trillionth time today and wait for ben to come over ok bye