shit this morning i drank an energy drink a soma zoloft and benedryl help me jesus i feel like im going to die and i really need a ciggerette badly thats why im going to the mall after school with alicia so we can meet up with carolyn and she has cigs we only have one left it sucks yup yup... so lately i havent been dreaming and its bumming me out because i go to sleep to dream and it makes me not want to sleep cause whats the poinr ya know? or is that just stupid? i dont know whatevers ok im leaving bye My Hopes Are So High That Your Kiss Might Kill Me So Wont You Kill Me So I Die Happy My Heart Is Yours To Fill Or Burst To Break Or Bury Or Wear As Jewlery Which Ever Prefer