So Maybe The Sun Isnt Shining Because Im Inside Or Maybe It Just Never Shines On ME! Ok...I Didnt Go To School Today Yay I Fucking Hate School...I Just Slept All Day It Was Some What Nice But When I Do That I Feel Like Im Wasting The Day Away Unless Im WIth Someone...Ok..Lately I Have Been Absolutly MISERABLE Not Only Being Sick And Stressing OUT over This Stupid Ass Surgery..Honestly How Many People Can Say They Have 2 Pollups Growing In There Nostrils...FUCKING SICK Then There ARE ALL These Other Things That Bug Me Or MAke Me THis WAy...But What If They REally Shouldnt MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THIS WHAT IF I Just Worry TO Much??? OK IM Going This IS LAme yA...I wAs RaNdOmInG tHrOuGh ThEsE dIaRiEs AnD sOmEbOdY hAd 128 fUcKiNg cOmMeNtS...I wIsH i HaD tHaT mAnY So My Mom Told Me They Are Coming For Me...