so i am absolutly miserable right now...im fucking sicker than hell...so i talked to youknow who and i was so happy the next day and nothing oculd make my day turn to shit...thats how happy i was for once...so through out the whole day i kept tripping and i repeatly hit myself in the head with my books and locker..ya i didnt mean to im not that dumb but dumb enough to get hit...ya gay so it turns out ihave a huge blood clot in my nose which is keeping me from breathing correctly and i have to get surgery to fix it and my crohns is acting up all kinds and m just fucking miserable...which is also putting me in an even shittier mood so then ben calls me and tells me he is dating maycie again...seriously how fucking pathetic and retarded do you have to fucking be??? so that ruined my day even more...fuck everything im flat out miserable and i hate everything