i have to many thoughts and feelings to pick just one so today my dad told me he finally got a hold of pacific and its way to late to start school duuuh and i might not even be going to summer school which im ok with because either way i can graduate really really early..like in 6 months..that seems so far away but so close kinda scary cause usually i would be all ew school i have so much but i could be done so soon..i dont know what to think about that so today i was all sad as usual and my stupid step mom through a silver envolope at me which hit me in the head and pissed me off and it said micheal harris on it. it took me a while to comprhend who it was from but i figured it out and it made my day i was so happy to hear from him god i miss him so much it bummed me out though when i used to hang out with him and his daughter cause she used to get jealous all the time but there isnt any reason for jealousy i think its the most dumbest thing in life im glad im not a jealous person but i think im going to hang out with him soon since i have no school and im always free over the weekend i tried to bleach the black out of my hair and it turned out brownish reddish type deal and my roots are sooo blonde from my naturally hair color then i let the crazy vanessa but my hair its not bad it doesnt look any different at all just the color i think im going to go back to blonde who knows though fuck i want to pierce my lip and nosey soon and a billion other thingsssssssss and tats yay oh god i just looked at my third entry title... thats all im going to say about that subject