xOxOxO Max

by neverletyougo on June 17th 2005, 12:00AM

Feeling: inadequate

yeeah soo.. i've been thinking a lot about Max lately. It really sucks. I miss him soooo much. I don't know why he had to die. And I should have put forth more effort to save him. I really could have.. How could this happen to me? gosh i just.. don't know what to do. I miss everything about him. And I really don't think anyone didnt love him.. and Tanner that includes you too. My dad doesn't like cats and... he loved him. I feel so freaking lost. Mostly incomplete. yeah so 2 mornings after he died I was sitting at school and this song came on and I could not hold it in... Empty spaces fill me up with holes Distant faces with no place left to go Without you within me I can't find no rest Where I'm goin' is anybodys guess I tried to go on like I never knew you I'm awake when my world is half asleep I pray for this heart to be unbroken But without you all I'm going to be is Incomplete Voices tell me I should carry on But I am swimming in an ocean all alone Baby, my baby is written on your face You still wonder if we made a big mistake I tried to go on like I never knew you I'm awake when my world is half asleep I pray for this heart to be unbroken But without you all I'm going to be is Incomplete I dont mean to drag it on But I can't seem to let you go I don't want to make you face this world alone I tried to go on like I never knew you I'm awake when my world is half asleep I pray for this heart to be unbroken But without you all I'm going to be is Incomplete Yeeeah. My poor baby. Yeah well. I guess I better stop before I cause myself to cry again. Tanner I love you. Krysten What is your full name? Krysten Nicole Fowler Nicknames? good lord... Krys, Kritten, Stupid Hoe, Poo Poo, Retard, Poopieton, Krypton... talk to my friends about those very interesting names. Single or taken? taken bitches!!.. Tannnneeer!!! Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Sex? Female Where do you live? Williamsburg/Ottawa Sex or ice cream? ice cream!! What color underwear are you wearing right now? umm pink and black.. and I dont wear "underwear" What are you doing right now? talking to my love annndd holding belle and sam lol What was the last thing you did?? ummm ate pizza? What is right next to you? cookies? Who was the last person you made out with?ugh. If you were a toy, what would you be? a slinky? Where do you want to go on your honeymoon? anywhere by the beach! Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? Tanner James Hendrickson. How many people do you have on your buddy list? 201 How's the weather right now? umm i dont know lol Last person you spoke to on the phone? Pam i think Last person who IMed you? Ashley Last person you IMed? Tanner What's your ring tone? I havent different ring tones for different people What do you think a toblerone is? fuck if i know hair? what? What are you wearing right now? umm a t-shirt and shorts my daddy got me a long time ago that say "bling bling" on the butt.. cause im a wannabe negro. Do you wear contacts? unfortunatly What school do you attend? williamsburg Do you own a vehicle? not really Have you ever won a special award? yesm What are your future plans? whatever the hell i feel like doing! Last film you saw at the cinema? ummm i dunno Did you actually watch it? yeah i always do.. thats why i go.. TO WATCH THE MOVIE!!.. damn perverts! Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Fave day of the year? umm i dont know Are you too shy to ask anyone out? umm never really done it except for like junior high but that doesnt count lol If you could change your name to anything, what would it be? anything is better than "krysten" Have you ever been in love? im in love with Tanner right now. Do you like scary or happy movies?? Both Christmas or Easter? Christmas.. easter is pointless Lust or love? love Kisses or hugs? hugs If you could change one thing, what would it be? umm change one thing about what? What color are your pajamas? i dont really have pajamas i just wear shorts and a tank top to bed stupids! Image hosted by Photobucket.com

What color is your toothbrush? blue and white Fave part of the opposite sex? hands Whats the first thing you think of when you wkae up? im tired or i wanna go back to sleep Roller coaster: scary or exciting? exciting!! whats scary about it?! How many times do you let the phone ring before you answer it? 2 If you could meet one person, dead or alive, who would it be? umm Ryan Gosling Fave quote? dont have one Zodiac sign? libra Half empty or half full? full i guess Whats your fave number? 23, 18 Root beer or Doctor Pepper? dp Mud or jelly wrestling? mud Skiing or snowboarding? neither.. snow sucks Day or night? depends! Summer or winter? summer Silver or gold? silver.. gold is retarded Diamonds or pearls? diamonds Sunrise or sunset? sunset Have you ever broken a bone? nope Do you hate anyone? Image hosted by Photobucket.com

ugh. Steven Kibbe, Devin Knight, Kyle Overcash

Read 45 comments

OH MY GOD! I loved that movie when I was little. LMAO! My dad gave me this gay nickname from that. lmao. I wont say it on here cuz I will feel like a TOTAL LOSER! shit.

Brooke.

[lovehurts]

LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU

OHHH, I LOVE YOU!

bRoOkE.

good I like a funny man. I hope hes hott though. Maybe it'll be better than *** ya know!;-) I really want to get over that farmer!:-P lmao.

Boo Boo

OH FUCK ME! I was really angry. I couldnt concentrate that much for the little details. lmao.

BooBoo

No I found out some cool stuff about him and ya know my "friend". So you just waaaaait.:-P

BooBoo

lol you are welocme =) I*m j/w did you make that star? lol

[Anonymous]

LMAO!

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel like your out of place?
FUCK YEAH I DO! damn I like that song. Fits me p-e-r-f-e-c-t!

BooBoo

yeah pretty much. My friends are pretty damn cool and caring. lemme tell ya. I love em'. I guess?

I have actions to this song! FUCK YEAH! I could show you!:-)

BooBoo

Welcome to my FUCKING life. By Simple Plan! I love em! GREAT SONG!

Ohhhhhhhhhh baby.

Brooke.

I FUCKING MADE IT OVER HELL YEAH BITCHES!

lol oh okay..hey may I add you to my friends list?

Bow down to you? lmao, your so gay!:-P lol. I can't fuckin get down on my knees it hurts too bad! lmao.

BooBoo

I bet all those bitches were thinkin I wouldnt make it too 30. but ya know what I WENT OVER! Shit yeah, don't doubt this mother fucker!:-D

Lover, I'm already grounded. LMAO. It wouldnt make a difference. shiiiit nigga.

BooBoo.

But I am going to go put my sheets on my bed. Hold on nigga. I might just leave so I dunno. If I don't come back I love you mucho!

He should want a piece of this. I have been working my ass off for a nice bod lately. It better pay off!:-) lmao. He better be cute Krysten. OR I will be very dissapointed in you. VERY!

BoObOo

thanks =)

okay...well I'm gonna be a "good kid"? and go do my shizz.

Later homes. That makes you sound like your Mexican! LMAO!

BoObOo

LOVE YOU KRYSTEN NICOLE FOWLER!

I didn't cuss in this comment. HECK YEAH!

I i/med you and told you nigga. That can be like my "code name" lmao?

OKAY I'M LEAVING FO' REAL THIS TIME!

LOVE YOU!!!!

hey girly, well i'm glad you're in a loving mood! :) and yes i could tell that you just loved to type on that laptop!..haha, well i love you to pieces!! :)

heck yes, because you're special!..

duh Krysten!!!

<3 yah!

actually my name is Jamie Lee but amy is short for Jamie so..you know lol but I got the idea from Evanescence they are great

so yeah I LOVE YOU...I had to put that picture in there because well I dont have another one! NURRR hehe

|Tara|

yea...FAT's 4----->

[xyourjealousx]

Lol..thanks =)

Haha, thank you. I like ours to. You want to be online Buds? haha

[stfu]

yo dawg. i agree kibbe is wierd. He....mmmm yeah. Sometimes i can stand him..but sometimes i can't you know.

haha
-erica

Shit, I would die without you. I wouldnt have anyone to talk to, joke around with, listen to their problems. Gaahhh, I would be lost without you! You little shit!:-) lol, I'm so queer. Well I'm tired, and your on aol. So am I, but your away. COME BACK!

LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!

Brooke.

i love you too kwysten! :-)
♥

[iheartyoux]

Last film you saw at the cinema? ummm i dunno
Did you actually watch it? yeah i always do.. thats why i go.. TO WATCH THE MOVIE!!.. damn perverts!

NObody goes just to watch the movie..hhahahhaha just kidding

Elizabitch

[xxelizabethxx]

your a goof. i looove you so much more. damn.

♥

hahaha I HATE KIBBLES TOO! KIBBLES AND BITS! KIBBLES AND BITS! :P..and gold does suck too! i hate it! silver is SOOOOOO much better. I would totally have to agree with you on that one..
I LOVE YOU TOO! and a WHOLE lot more of any of these punks who say they do! hehe XD

-Brojo

[darksoldier]

yeah i just love my nicknames my friends give me!!! lol

aww thanx babe! :)..i effin love you too!! :)

I love you tooooo. I can't wait till we leave. It's gonna be a blast.

Love you hooch.

BROOKELYNN

Hey krysten...I love you too babe!! I dont think you look bad at all with your braces off..you look effing great. You are the best and I dont know what I'd do without you either..You mean so much to me and I hope we never lose our friendship...You are the best friend I've always wanted..and I love you so much...I'm here for you always n forever!

Your F.A.T no matter what
|Tara|

well i love you too. and i dont know what id do without you! thanks for everything babe!

Loser ♥

haha, well that's still cool. Always a good thing to get MORE flip flops. I can't wait either. It's gonna be soooo much fun. I can feel it!:-P lol, don't ask how. haha.

I love you wayyyyyy too much,
Brooke.

Guess what?

I love you

[crossfade]

I x3 your background.

Thanks for the comment

[imnotokay]

wow I really like your diary..funky star in the corner lol

shit guurrrl, I love you too. I don't know what I know what I would do without you. DIIIIIIIEEEEE! How about our dildo's get together while were togther. So they wont be lonely for the whole night. Sound good to me!:-) I do love you, so that's why I'm gonna leave you a LOT of comments. Cuz I'm the shizz ya know dawg. YOU FUCKIN SUCK. I want to be on the couch. I hope a bird shits on you while your on the couch? woah that was gay. lol

LOVE YOU.

I'm fuckin leaving you comments. BITCH!

BoObOo.

Did I tell you that my nickname when I was like 1-6 was BooBoo. LMAO! So weeeeeird.

dude, I need a guy to "hang out" with. Ya know. That would just like brighten my week up.

I'm a dick
I'm a addicted to you!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHA.

Brooke.

It's fucking cold in my hizzouse. Shiiiiiiiit. It's a lil nipply in hurrrrrrrr.

BoObOo

I'm going to keep commenting you till you have fuckin 30 comments on your fucking diary. You fucking dike. You better fuckin deal with it. YOU BITCH!:-)

God damn...I cuss a lot. shiz, I should work on that. I'm being coming a lil rebel? naaaaah. Notch yet.;-)

BoOboO

YOUR GETTING SLOWER AT COMMENTING ME BACK ON THESE THINGS. SPEED IT UP HOOCHIE!:-)

YOU MAKE ME WANNA LA LA! Dude, it would be so pimp if I was like your little slave person or nanny or whatever their called. I would sooo be sexy. lmao. That was outa nowhere. I just thought of me in a nanny suit. LMAO!

Brookey.

SHIT HE NEEDS TO TAKE A BREAK FOR THESE 2 DAYS WERE WITH HIM!;-) lmao. muahahahahahahahaha

Your negro ass? wtf? lmao. Shiiiiiiit, My mom just told me I had to go to bed? I have a looooong day tomorrow.

OH GOD. I have my sheets to still put on! SHIT!

oh gosh...I'm lalalaing right now because of you!:-) I don't know what that means but it kind of sounds kinky! lmao.

BoObOo