jaded. i love that word "i'm jaded, stupid and reckless, not sorry, and i'll never regret these years..." oh man. arkansas sucked!!! well i still haven't talked to matt. i miss him. i wish he was here. anywhere close to me, just so i could see him. i would give anything for that... "lost and broken, hopeless and lonely..." so yeah my mom being pregnant and all is awesome, but pregnant woman can be so predictable if you know what's going on... "i knew it all along, your so predictable, i knew something would go wrong..." there's a lot of things that i don't want to share with certain people and all they do is nag and act like there is always something hidden. even though there right, i still have a right to keep secrets... "all my life i hide my secrets away, in the dark, in the dark, in the dark..." you know what i say...SCREW THOSE GUYS!!! i know who my true friends are and i know the people who care about me and i will stick with them for the rest of life... "i just wanna live, don’t really care about the things that they say, don’t really care about what happens to me...i just wanna live..." so that's my life in a song...well five songs...