this weekend i am not going to get much sleep. i am going to a lock-in and then collecting food the next morning and then going to school and working a band competition. and then i can sleep after that. sounds fun right? may be i will eat some milk and cookies? hehehe next weekend, jessica and i are going to have a little party for lindsay...kinda a going away thing. and we are going to do some other stuff for her. it will make me feel better just letting her know that we miss her! he's not avoiding me. i am so relieved. he's so tall. and he's got awesome eyes. **dreaming** showchoir = uneasy feelings. i think things will get better though. gotta sleep.