you know, i could talk about all the bad crap that happened tonight, but that's not what's on my mind. instead i will say a few things about the one i infatuate about 24/7. i talked to him tonight. it was awesome. i am finally getting more relaxed around him. so what if i say something stupid? what's he going to do? he really is nice. he always seems to make my days better, even if he does make me tardy to class. what more could i ask for? ok so there is a lot i could ask for. more or this, more of that...but i am not going to complain. i am just going to have to live this day by day and see what happens. **"saturday, when these open doors were open-ended."**fall out boy** that's my theme song. live your life without regrets. if i sit here and keep having this pity party about how i don't think he likes me, i will hate myself later. life is here to have fun with, party a little bit. take my words for what they're worth to you...