"i spent most of last night dragging this lake for the corpses of all my past mistakes. sell me out- the joke's on you. we are salt- you are the wound. empty another bottle and let me tear you to pieces. this is me wishing you into the worst situations. i'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go, but you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat. your remorse hasn't fallen on deaf ears, rather ones that just don't care because i know that you're in between arms somewhere next to heartbeats where you shouldn't dare sleep. i'll teach you a lesson for keeping secrets from me" i heart purevolume.com, which brought me this song. which has nothing to do with what i am about to say...i just love it. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ well it has been twice that i have been asked the question, "what's so special about him?". you know i just don't know how to answer that. someone told me today, "you could do so much better." but could i? what do other people see that makes them ask that? am i the one who is looking deeper into him and seeing what's good instead of just what's on the surface? or am i just blind and maybe going through the motions? desperation? infatuation? these questions have no answers right now.