good song. do you ever have those days when you are not paying attention, but instead constantly writing and scratching and drawing away on a piece of innocent paper? well the past two days have been just that. i think of random songs and write them down. when i am writing them, i don't really think about it, i just write what comes to mind. today i wrote down something that i just re-read. it wrote... "♥ I ♥ HEART ♥ YOU ♥ but 'I wish I was as invisible as you make my feel'" and i also wrote... "i will forget everything about you...NOT!!!" it's weird. i sound so hurt and angry when i write these great lyrics (compliments to FOB), but i am not that at all. and if i really do feel this way deep down, i know what i can do to make it go away, i am just too freakin chicken to do it. i like him. i do. but i can't get over my stupid fears. i am a loser and i will always be ALONE...