Love.Beauty.Colors.Surprise. I can't type the words that I want you to read, so that you understand what I am feeling or thinking. I can't explain to you in person what I want you to understand. I am a person that you have to flip the words upside down,backwards or even sideways to know what is the meaning and the thought behind what I write or say. I am complicated like no other girl you will ever in counter with. But I suppose that's why I stay in your memory longer. Because I am strange and I am me. I sit in the back of the class, playing with my fingers but I answer all the questions. No I am not a genius nor am I smart at all. I just pay attention. Maybe a little more attention then I should. I speak what is on my mind even if you don't care. Every word that I say is normally drowned out by some loud mouth. That is why I write. I don't write to make sense or to get comments, let alone friends. I write to express my day/thoughts/memories/thoeries.. I am a person who feels guilty if you get me something for my birthday. I will want to buy you something in return. I am a person who is lousy with money and spruges every chance I get. I talk way too much. I have a smart remarks for everything. I like bright colors and I never stay on topic. I am ADD. I don't care for popularity or all that fancy stuff. I wear random clothes all the time. I like to match a lot. It bothers me when I don't. But there are days when I don't match at all but it all flows. I hate really warm classrooms they make me want to sleep. I hate really cold classrooms they make me want to put on my jacket to get warm then want to fall asleep. I have a new friend Cera, who I adore. We are alike in many ways and it's wonderful. I have a boyfriend who sees me for me. I have friends that love me. I see the world as it should be seen, by beauty and romance. And not money and matarialist things. This doesn't mean that I don't love to shop. Because I do. I cry all the time which pretty sad, but I am not emo. I have fucked up family but at the same time the world's greatest family. I have a sister that I rather not talk to for the rest of my life and I would be happy. But I want to help her more than anything. If I were rich I would try to help but she would probably rip me off. I love the fall for the leaves and the winter for the snow. I love the spring for the flowers and the summer for sun. I am weird and out there. It takes awhile to get to know. But everyone who does know me, seems to like me. So I would say that I am an okay person.