I think I'm going to be okay. Its been two weeks and he hasn't come back yet. I dont think I would take him back if he did.... hell, who am I kidding I would take him back in a heartbeat but as of right now I'm pretty content with life. I will admit that there is something missing in my life but there's nothing I can do about right now. I have changed over the past couple weeks. I have debated on what I will do with my life. I think I have come to the conclusion that I probably won't continue with Theatre. The more I work at the salon, the more I want to become a hairstylist. If I get really good at it I can be a stylist to the stars! That probably the closest I'll ever get to hollywood. I'm not saying I can't do it but I'm trying to be realistic. Also I am no longer straightedge.. whatever you only live once, right?