This morning at 1:45am, 3 years ago is when we began our beautiful relationship. On Feb.5 of this year is when that relationship can to an end. I know I have been writing in this journal these past couple of weeks and all I can write about is what could of been. So, today I am saying that you are not going to call me and our relationship will never be what it was. You're different and I'm just stuck in the past. I am saying good-bye, that I am moving on or at least I'm gonna try harder. I know I have been saying that I am content with life and that it doesn't bother me anymore, but really I'm just a fat liar. I think about it every second of everyday. But no more. I will push you back into the darkest corners of my mind. I will lock you away in my heart and throw away the key. I will not mention you ever again to anyone, I will not bring up your name. I will not go to your facebook,xanga, or myspace to see if you've changed. Because you have moved on, she has your heart now and there is nothing I or anyone else can do about it. So, goodbye. I hope you are happy with your decision in life. I love you. The End