You're so nice and You're so smart You're such a good friend i have to break your heart I'll tell you that "i love you" and then I'll tear your world apart Just pretend I didn't tell your world apart My eyes burn... I know I'm the one who call it off but I'm just confused at the moment. It broke my heart but in the same sense I felt like you wanted me to do it... no? You didn't sound upset, you didn't protest, you didn't try to stop me. Maybe I'm just over analyzing things. I'm the girl; I'm suppose to be senstive and You're the boy; you're suppose to be strong. I'm trying to be strong but I just want to cry. I want to hit myself and scream. Why do I do this to myself? Why do I punish myself. Do I really loathe myself so much that I would cause pain to myself? I'm pathetic.. going on a break is only setting us back no forward. I shouldn't over analyize shit. I shouldn't put words in your mouth and thoughts in my head that aren't true! Three years!!! We were almost there and I couldn't even do that! I couldn't make it. I gave up..