Perfection

by ohbloodyhell
I have a problem with wanting to be beautiful. I yell at my reflection. I cry because I'm not happy with with anything.I am always trying to change something about me to improve the way I look. I dye my hair to see which color looks the best. I am sure that my hair loathes me for destroying it. All I ever do is worry about my appearances. I feel as though first impressions are a big thing. So, if I'm not happy with myself then no one else will be. I suppose the media and magazine have poisoned my mind to believe that beauty is only what is on the outside. I know that, that is not true. I'm just crazy. Forgive me for acting in such a manner. For ranting on about stupid things as looks and I know that beauty is skin deep.
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i understand. im not all that satisfied with my apperance as well. but yeah .. i guess thats true. beauty is skin deep.
I'm the same way. It's sad, really. But you have nothing to fear. You are very pretty. I wish I could feel comfortable with myself, too. It's hard with so many eyes on you all the time. But I realize that acceptance will never happen. The human condition. Media Brainwashing. Perfectionism. Celebreties should be shot. Well, at least the "perfect" ones.
Whenever I look at women, their inner beauty is as easy to see as their outside beauty and pretty much all the time I feel that every women is beautiful and I'm sure that you are no exception.

None the less, I'm down in the dumps, perhaps just as much as you are at this time or were...