It's been a month since the break up. Should I keep waiting? I want to, I miss him. I thought we were getting somewhere after last thursday but I haven't talk to him since. We were suppose to hang out that friday and (like an idiot) I thought that maybe it would be the turning point but he ditched me to stay at school and work on art. First Fridays is this friday, I want to see his art work but I'm pretty sure she will be there and I'm not trying to kill someone anytime soon. I've been hanging out with Brendan lately but I told him that I didn't want this. I didn't want to lead him on, he doesn't want to be with me... I'm a trainwreck. He would just be a rebound and that's not fair to him. So I called it off. We are still friends but its awkward..like everything else in my life right now.