God, You put us on this misable green earth and for what, I might add? To love and lost. Or never to have loved at all. To live and die. To gain and lose. To struggle and fight. Why? I know one should never question the mighty power from above but I am not a normal person, never was and never will be. I need to know what is my purpose. To hurt others or to be hurt. Last time I was the one who hurt more than anything. Now I am torn in two. But that is no pain considering the ones I have hurt or disappointed. I'm sorry I shouldn't be this way I have hurt other person. I feel as though if I would to jump off a bridge and land on a solid sheet of ice and my head was to split open with every bone in my body broken it still wouldn't compare to the person i hurt. I am so sorry. I wish I could take away the pain and give it all to myself. Just to know tha you would be able to move on and forget all about it.