Entry title? gotta love me. What can i say? My moods change alot. I don't know what my deal is. I don't think I'm as grown up as i thought. When you lose control of your thoughts and feelings, you need to wake your mother up to calm you.. Its not very "adult" like. Until I can overcome this panic/anxiety, post tramatic stress disorder..... I will continue on these sleepless nights. If there is only one person for me, I know that mike is it. But sometimes i worry where we'll go from here. And ofcourse, I worry that the end of him and I is near.. But then i talk to him, And all is put back to normal.