Well, lets try this again. Today was great. Spent the day at Mikes house. Watched movies with his family, which i love. Because his family is so refreshingly different from mine. They have, rules.. and real dinners. And they have cleanliness. All of which my family find hard to keep. I also love the fact that mike loves his family so much. Family is important to him, and i admire that. I dont understand why im always freaking out about losing him.. I have nothing to worry about. We have all the aspects to a great relationship. Lust, passion, laugher, understanding, patience,and a whole LOT of love. I think its because i ramble on about how much i care in things like journals.. and notes. And mike is much more subtle. I LOVE when he calls me baby. I just LOVE everything about him. IUGFIJDHKJ no more talking about mike. Goodnight