Boy, I must say you are scaring me. I keep telling myself its work thats stressing you out. You just seem, very un-you lately. And I, being overly retarded. Automatically assume the very worst. Part of me, thought we should go on a "break" because i thought you were getting sick of me. But I know that a break would kill me slowly. And what happens if you realize you don't need me or find somebody else during that break? Why i think I might just, fall apartt. cause the very truth is. (Im being 100% gut wrenching honest here.) I can't function without you. You really are my everything. I know I keep alot of things inside, but its all just my feelings for you. I dont want us to change. I dont want you to change. I love you just the way you are. Not 10 Ibs lighter. Not with "pecks" or.."guns".. I love you for you. Even If you scare me sometimes. Even if you fall out of love with me. Or even if you think im secrety in love with steven.(im not) I'm always going to love you. Because I always have. I Wish I wasnt so.... over-emotional. This is all of my thoughts. 110% honest. I just wish I knew 110% how you felt too. The truth being, I'll always be yours.