Everybody can go fuck themselves. And No, Not because my boyfriend decides that we arent having sex until i get back on birthcontrol, but ya know, for the past month he could care less when HE wanted some. truth being, Thats not what bothers me. It every thing else. My mom. My so-called "Best Friend" me. me. me. me. I need to get help. Cause I'm falling apart. Back into my old ways. And I will surely lose you then.