Everything seems to be much better. It seems its easier to write about pain, then to write about happiness. I never expected a summer like this. And I can only hope for many more, with you. This has, by far been the very best summer, and time, of my entire life. I think school will only be more enjoyable, Having him to think about and knowing that perhaps, hes thinking of me too. I somehow look forward to walking down the halls, with his hand in mine. And although I worry, That our schedules will draw us apart. I think our love is strong enough to handle a little space. Even If I am not. If you think your strong, Fall in love. Because you grow such a weakness, that no matter what youve been through in the past... Will not pull you through a lonely night without your love. I don't feel burdened, but blessed. And although most beginnings, enevitably have an end..... I pray to a god i am unsure even exists, everynight, That "end" is nowhere in sight.