School is poisonous. I just mindlessly wander through t he whole day, just to get it over with. And somehow, I've found that this is the easy way out. My "friends" arent my friends anymore. Mike seemed to changed my mind about pot. And yelling makes things better, So lenore, and steven and amber. They are all gone, in some way. Because they chose to be PATHETIC. And go get high. And it just blows my mind. And i KNOW, i know.. Why they really did it. Steven. Lets face it, everybody wants steven to love them. I used to. He used to love me. But oh its so much cooler to be a loser pothead, Then to take my critism to use. I meant what i said. I fucking give up on these people.