somebody who just read my entry title might think I am in a deep depression.. but I'm not.. I'm losing weight! I still have about well.. 30 lbs. that would be nice to lose! But I'm losing it slowly and surely.. and I feel a lot better about myself. I talked to Matt today for a few min. I got him in trouble cause he's living back at home now. His mommy doesn't like me very much.. that's ok.. I'm gonna pray for her.. I think she needs to be prayed for (but don't we all!) I've been grounded from church and mom told me I have to find one closer to home. I might try going back to Eagle's Way. This weekend was awesome I didn't smoke anything all tho the offer was there. I am very proud of myself. One day I'm not going to be ashamed of the person I am because I know it will be so much better then the person I was, not so long ago. I have a biology test Wednesday the teacher has faith in me that I will do well. I did the review today and tomorrow I will see what I still need to study... If I get a B then it will lower my grade down to a B so I'm hoping to do well and I knew the review pretty well.. so I think I will do ok. I'm going to pray for my mamaw and papaw tonight too.. mamaw is doing much better but we could still all use a prayer. George was missing today so I need to pray for her too. I'm going to pray for Matt too to give him the strength and ambition to go out on his own and survive. I'm going to pray for Shelly to find some happiness finally. And last but definately not least.. I'm going to pray for Bob.. I think she really needs something to believe in. She doesn't believe in God.. but I will pray for God to help her find SOMETHING to believe in. I have a lot more people to pray for like Wes and Chuck. And Travis and Sam.. and Angelica and everybody else.. but for now that will do. Well.. I'm gonna go now! Thanks for the comment on the TRUE COLORS! I like them too! This is a pretty long entry so I'm gonna end it for now! Blessing of the day: Something to believe in.. God. Love a.a.f. Keska Lynn