If you haven't notice I deleted my whole diary! I'm starting over! I'm changing my life starting today. I'm not going to hurt or lie to anybody anymore... I'm in a 40 day *big word* that I can't think of. Starting at midnight 21 hours ago.. there will be no sex at all... I'm not the only one doing this. Travis gave me the idea. If he can do it so can I! There will be no kissing and no sexual contact at all for 40 days. I will be focusing more on myself then others. During these 40 days I will hide all temptations. This 40 day thing will end on Saturday March 6, 2004. I will be keeping up on my diary. And will let you know how this personal journey of mine is going! I need this for myself.. ALSO.. I will not be doing any drugs.. this will last forever past the 40 days. I am going to start a blessing of the day everyday. I will be going to church every Sunday that it is in session and I am feeling well enough to go! These are some judgements I have found are bad about myself and need to change. I will also keep up my homework! *MIDTERMS- 3 A's 4 B's* Blessing of the day- my health Love a.a.f. Jess