I feel really upset today for some reason.... I can't get Gabe, and Matt, and this baby off of my mind. I really wanted Gabe back in town but now I don't know. I already dated the alcoholic. and Gabe is addicted to gambling he thinks he's going to become famous doing it one day... but all he's doing is wasting the money he really doesn't have to waste. He only has 2 outfits here. He's living with his bestfriend and his wife. I mean... he could be spending his money a little more wisely! DON'T YA THINK! I don't know why I'm getting depressed about it.. it's his life not mine. We're throwing the baby shower next month. In exactly a month for that matter. I have to start sending out invites. Well.. I guess I'll talk to you later! Love ya byes, Jessica B.O.T.D.- Baby Gabey