wow.. the question of the day: CAN TODAY GET ANY FUCKING WORSE??? Like I just said it can but don't tempt it! I got woken up at 9:30 this morning or 10 or something.. with Erika, Chadd, Jordan, and daddy here! decorating for Jordan's b-day party! that was cool.. then finally everybody was here about 2:30 at about 3 I got a phone call from Matt telling me he might get to be a paulbearer (don't know how to spell it) but the point in telling me that was his to tell me his Nana had died at 3:30 in the morning. But I couldn't let myself get upset then cause of everybody else.. so I had to let him go.. then we went walking at Angel Mounds and the only thing bad about that was I got my black pants and shoes very very muddy. Then we get home.. and out of respect I'm not gonna mention any names.. but 4 of the 7 people here.. sat on my brother's bed and made out for an hour. Then my brother said sometihng about cancelling his half of OUR b-day party.. because of it.. so I went in and told 3 of the 4 people how I felt about them. the only reason I didn't tell the other person was because he left just intime not to get bitched at.. so he's lucky.. but he's gonna have his birthday party.. so I'm not as pissed off at people anymore! Then.. my uncle had a heart attack and the only thing I've been told about it is he has a 50:50 chance of living! So.... today has not been the greatest of days! I'm gonna go now! Love a.a.f. Keska Lynn (I already have a blessing of the day on my other entry.. I didn't forget!)