I love you three Jamie!! LOL! I'm very hyper prolly to not cry.. I cried myself to sleep last night.. then when I finally got to sleep I woke up with a CHARLIE HORSE in my left leg went back to sleep and woke up with one in my right leg which is the one that was already sore! I gotta go to the hospital in a couple of hours cause mamaw's having surgery.. I'm gonna see if maybe Erika will go with me! prolly not.. I don't think she likes hospitals! I hope Jamie shows up I could really use a hug from her.. I miss her and her hugs! MATT'S A DUMBASS!!! lol but who didn't already know that! I was mad at him and Shawn last night cause their mom is having surgery today too and they don't know where or what time or anything! I hope everything goes ok for their sake! hmm.. Rabbit hasn't called in 3 days! hmm.. maybe he read my diary.. bum bum bum!! wouldn't surprise me! everytime I write something I don't want ONE person to read they end up reading it! I had a REALLY weird dream last night that I was in the Tanner family from Full House and that *dad* met this girl and she was really nice and everybody loved her and she was just gonna leave us and I got more upset about it then anybody and we all made her a tape and told her how we felt about her and she was like I don't see what the big deal is and I stood up off the bed we were all sitting on and walked past her and handed her the tape and picked up *michelle* cause she was crying too and went to my room and me and *michelle* layed on the bed and cried ourselves to sleep. It was weird! I had a lot of weird dreams last night tho! I also had a dream me and Matt got married and he looked GOOD!! wow.. umm anyways... and like after our honeymoon was Christmas *the honeymoon wasn't in my dream* I just remember getting off a plane and being back home. And Matt had Christmas with us at mamaws house and it was also very weird! Yea.. well.. I guess I'm gonna get ready to go now! Blessing of the day: Mamaw Love a.a.f. Keska Lynn