OK.. can't play nice today I'm upset and mad and pissed off at myself for letting myself get this way! I'm upset and obviously not over Matt at all.. cause the tummy feeling is hitting me really bad! I dont' want to talk to him anymore cause I've been happy since I started this diary which was uhhh..... January 27 and now I'm upset for the first time what for me is a long time and I don't want to talk to him anymore!!! I haven't been upset in yea.. Sam's mad at me again cause Travis called me today and I was joking around with him.... it's not my fault he called... it was over the phone it's not like anything was going to happen... and HE STARTED IT!! I knew I should have just hung up on him when I found out it was him!! Oh well.... can't change that fact now! I'll go back to myself tomorrow! sorry... Blessing of the day: the keyboard Love a.a.f., Keshka Lynn