well... I'm supposed to be happy cause I got shit off my chest.. .but I'm not.. I just highly regret ever telling her. I finally told my mom that I slept with Matt.. and that he didn't take my virginity either... she said she's proud of me for telling her and for using protection. She's taking me next Wednesday to get on birth control.. she said I have to tell my dad before then. Matt's coming to Easter with us tomorrow at Mamaw's so I'll tell dad after that.. Matt says he refuses to talk to my dad about it.. he already had a lovely convo with my mom. Nobody's taking me away from him so it doesn't matter. I'll still find some way of seeing him and being with him... I always do... I guess I'm the only person in the world who can find something good in him... OH WELL... I don't regret it.. I'm not sorry I did it... and I'm not the only 16 year old in the world who is having sex ok?!?!?!? Mom thinks dad's gonna set up a restraining order against Matt..I told my mom that if dad takes Matt to court and tries to get him put in jail that I would deny ever sleeping with him. So that will be interesting! I'm gonna go now.. Love a.a.f. Keska Lynn B.O.T.D.- Jesus