~for Kayla~ Pushing Me Away I’ve lied / to you The same way that I always do This is / the last smile That I’ll fake for the sake of being with you Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down The sacrifice of hiding in a lie Everything has to end / you’ll soon find we’re out of time left / to watch it all unwind The sacrifice is never knowing Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away I’ve tried / like you To do everything you wanted too This is / the last time I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down The sacrifice of hiding in a lie Everything has to end / you’ll soon find we’re out of time left / to watch it all unwind The sacrifice is never knowing Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away Were all out of time / this is how we learn how it all unwinds The sacrifice of hiding in a lie Were all out of time / this is how we learn how it all unwinds The sacrifice is never knowing why... Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away pushes me away